Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
With the
names of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful.
Alhamduliilah,
ideas come late in midnight. ! Haha, time flies! It’s second of April !
Thanks Allah
for all those things happened through the first fantastic 3 months of 2015
*sujudsyukur*.
As now I’m
eighteen (herm,walaupun most of the people out there always said that I look
like young 20++ lady ) , bravely to share one piece of lovestory that I kept
silently and secretly in heart.
That was
nearly seven years ago. As I replay all the songs that remembering me of him…….Tears
fall from my eyes.
I recall all
the memories that we shared together since the first time I saw you . it has
been seven years since we have known each other. This is quite a long time. As I
stroll down each year that has passed, my heart weeps.i breakdown in
tears. We faced pain and tears, so many
sweet and bitter moments, and so many unforgettable events when we were
together.
From the
first time when we met, hahah, mcm mna daripada sepasang kasut,kita boleh gaduh
n then become the
sweetest bestfriend ! haha, terlalu banyak cerita nk dikisahkan, tapi biarla sy
simpan kemas2. I will always remember
and cherish the times we shared together especially when you suprisely prepared
me a bday party,haha. You sang me the one ‘ yakinlah aku menjemputmu ‘ song
then came with the cake,haha, never forgot. From me who is zero in playing
basketball , you trained me to be someone 100% in basketball (but know turn to
zero back after you’ve gone). These will always remain as memories I cherish in
my heart. Your smile and laughter are my treasured memories of you.
Your death (as I got the call from your dad told
that you were in critical condition and chances for survival solely rest in God’s
Grace.) , has been a shocking moment for me but I know for afact that you want me to move on with my
life. You left without even saying goodbye. But I guess God loved you more. There
has to be a reason for things to happen. I can still feel the emptiness inside
me.
Good took
away something precious from me so that I understand the value of everything he
has given. You had been a wonderful friend. We had shared a common dreams to
live and succeed together. Now that you are gone,this dreams tainted.
You left us
on 12th Mei of 2009. Deep In
my heart, I never expected such an
ending. God works in mysterious ways and life is full of surprises. May you, iz
rest in eternal peace. Though we now live in two different worlds,your memories
are still very much alive, very much alive in me. I will always remember you
and always pray for you.
Looking up to
the stars brings a smile to my face, knowing you are there.
May this love I have shared with you, hold me
close, and give me peace and strength because those we hold dearest never truly
leave us.
May Allah
presence begin the healing in my heart and soul, and may Allah’s love surround
me with the comfort only Allah can give.
Love u,
truly miss,
Al fatiha,
*wiping tears
Sy sudah
besar iz, doakan ini pilihan terbaik. Wasalam
Love letters
to the sky.
Such loss,
such tragedy.
