Love Letters to the Sky

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

With the names of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful.

Alhamduliilah, ideas come late in midnight. ! Haha, time flies! It’s second of April !

Thanks Allah for all those things happened through the first fantastic 3 months of 2015 *sujudsyukur*.

As now I’m eighteen (herm,walaupun most of the people out there always said that I look like young 20++ lady ) , bravely to share one piece of lovestory that I kept silently and secretly in heart.

That was nearly seven years ago. As I replay all the songs that remembering me of him…….Tears fall from my eyes.

I recall all the memories that we shared together since the first time I saw you . it has been seven years since we have known each other. This is quite a long time. As I stroll down each year that has passed, my heart weeps.i breakdown in tears.  We faced pain and tears, so many sweet and bitter moments, and so many unforgettable events when we were together.

From the first time when we met, hahah, mcm mna daripada sepasang kasut,kita boleh gaduh n then become the sweetest bestfriend ! haha, terlalu banyak cerita nk dikisahkan, tapi biarla sy simpan kemas2.  I will always remember and cherish the times we shared together especially when you suprisely prepared me a bday party,haha. You sang me the one ‘ yakinlah aku menjemputmu ‘ song then came with the cake,haha, never forgot. From me who is zero in playing basketball , you trained me to be someone 100% in basketball (but know turn to zero back after you’ve gone). These will always remain as memories I cherish in my heart. Your smile and laughter are my treasured memories of you.

  Your death (as I got the call from your dad told that  you were in critical condition  and chances for survival solely rest in God’s Grace.) , has been a shocking moment for me but I know for  afact that you want me to move on with my life. You left without even saying goodbye. But I guess God loved you more. There has to be a reason for things to happen. I can still feel the emptiness inside me.

Good took away something precious from me so that I understand the value of everything he has given. You had been a wonderful friend. We had shared a common dreams to live and succeed together. Now that you are gone,this dreams tainted.

You left us on 12^th Mei of 2009.  Deep In my heart,  I never expected such an ending. God works in mysterious ways and life is full of surprises. May you, iz rest in eternal peace. Though we now live in two different worlds,your memories are still very much alive, very much alive in me. I will always remember you and always pray for you. 

 Looking up to the stars brings a smile to my face, knowing you are there.

 May this love I have shared with you, hold me close, and give me peace and strength because those we hold dearest never truly leave us.

May Allah presence begin the healing in my heart and soul, and may Allah’s love surround me with the comfort only Allah can give.

Love u, truly miss,

Al fatiha, *wiping tears

Sy sudah besar iz, doakan ini pilihan terbaik. Wasalam

Love letters to the sky.

Such loss, such tragedy.

Midnight Entry for all the Lovers,

 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
 With the Names of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.
   Happy holiday and Happy Chinese New Year to all celebrating.
Haha, late night entry again. 
sorry,haha, maybe midnight comes with various ideas
to write....
haha, actually no main topic to share toningt.

 Looking for a perfect person will take you forever. But learning to accept the other person as-he-is saves you from a lot of heart ache right.
so!no need to think more, just accept who he or she is.

Haha, sorry, i don;t know why i took  this two comel comel picture of the birds.
Nampak comel.hahah.

The key to succeeding in a Relationship is not finding the right person; it’s learning to love the Person you found. 

yes. i know, i've wrote this before, i really love to write this.

 sometimes, we don't know that the one that is we think the best for us is actually not the right one. Allah berfirman, 

“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.”

(Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216)

Allah  know the best for us. Kita merancang dan Allah juga merancang tetapi
perancangan Allah paling sempurna . Kita bukan siapa2 nk mempersoal apa yg telah ditakdirkan. 

It’s the circle of life. 
You can plan your future all you want but Allah is the best of planners. And Allah will wreck your plans when He sees they are about to wreck you. We don’t know the future. Who knows, maybe Allah is saving you from a disaster. This could be the person that ruins you. This could be the person that will cheat on you, or steal from you, or not be a good parent to your children. Or even worse, this could be the person that will lead you to hell. And we don’t know, and Allah knows, so we must trust in His plan even if we don’t understand it. 

Sometimes it takes falling out of love to properly see your partner. Love and pain blind us and alter our realities. But you will see with clarity. Even if you don’t see it now, you will soon. All it takes is time. Be patient with yourself and your circumstances. Let it all run its course and move on. Rebuild. . Be strong. Everything will be okay. I promise.

Haha, mengantuk .

utk tidak lebih merepek < nnt kena tarik telinga, haha>

i've to stop here,

till meet again dude,

mama abah, i love you more than,

u, i love you too,

much love,

Sukma,

                   

Assalamualaikum 2015!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

With the Names of Allah, the Most Gracious the Most Merciful.

Hahaha, 
Selamat Tahun Baru 2015 <yea, i know it's february now ==''>
Terlalu lama meninggalkan laman belog ni haha sampaikan last year there were 
only 2 entries!haha.
ok. we start.
Happy Birthday !!!! <insert fireworks here>

Dear Hannan Izzwani,
as you grow up, make sure you have more dreams than memories,
more opportunities than chances, more hard work than luck,
and more friends than acquaintances. 
May Allah shower me with rahmat and blessing,
iman and taqwa, 
and not forget, May Allah surround me with those who remind me of You,
who elevate my iman, and hold my hand all the way to Jannah.
Amin.

I always have my religious new year solutions .Like try not to delay my prayers, to be a better muslimah and the best daugther..

But for this  new year, I have the same old resolutions. again and again.. (Somehow I never get tired of doing this!) Hahhaha.. To lose weight, tone up and exercise regularly for the sake of being healthy.. To take good care of my skin and well-being (this is where I start to spend on skin care and blablabla) I just love doing that.. It’s like renewing your life all over again.

 Seriously, I need to change my lifestyle. As a woman, your self-care is important. If you don’t love yourself, how can you love others. =)

Hahaha..sorry for 'tungganglanggang english. 

lama dah tinggal novel eng. since habes sekolah and now i'm addicted to

malay-horror stories. thanks fixi and lejenpress for all the novels which sometimes 

make me afraid to be alone in da house.

next,

Semoga Allah jauhkan daripada sifat2 tidak sihat. Ameen.

'' at the end of the day, being ego will not bring you anywhere,

In medicine, you need to stay humble, respect your fellow colleagues and staffs,

be nice to your juniors and trust me, God will be nice to you and help you with your daily chores.''

- from one the stories of Dr Aizat a.k.a @bajat_8x in Diagnosis1 < one of my addiction now>

Last but not least, keep praying for the best. 

Allah with you no matter what. 

and you, i loveyou.

 till meet again,

much love,

Sukma.